Tuesday, March 29, 2011

What, me...procrastinating?...Never!

...So While I am avoiding putting the finishing touches on the script I'm working on (that is due in only a few hours) I'm going to post a quick update.
First off, it's a BEAUTIFUL day in Prague, the sun is shining and I feel delicious.
Secondly, I am going to Amsterdam tomorrow! It will be my first official "Business Trip", so I get to be one of those people who answers "just here on buisiness" when the bartender hands me my drink and asks why Ive chosen Amsterdam to drown my sorrows. Not sure how I feel about this.
THIRDLY (and third times the charm sin't it?) I have made a VERY important decision...today...will be a hat day for me. yup. Slouchy grey hat I found on the floor in the mall, will be sitting atop my crown chakra today. (You can ewwww at me all you want, I smelt it, and it was CLEAN).

While sitting and proscrast...I mean  getting other things done, I decided to take an introspective peek at what my motivation is to wear a hat (Oh, theres the actor in me speaking!!)...I found that it's usually its due to a lack of adequate supplies to make my hair look deecent, a feeling the night before -yes about the hat...and/or feeling low energy in the morning -a hat makes me feel comfy and contained... It could also be due to the fact that I spend half of my exsistence in tundra like conditions and hats are a good way to keep warm.

In a non-permanent conclusion..Comfy hats ,and ikea show room escapades make me feel warm,fuzzy and content.

Due to the incredibly important decision I've made, I want to ask you, what motivates you to wear a hat?

Good god, look at the time, I have to go finish my real life stuff.

Lots of love,


Sunday, March 27, 2011

...On the more positive side

I am happy to be back in Europe. My life is full of twists and turns, and I am thankful I'm never stuck in one place for too long. Every time I think of getting settled, I get swept up into a new, exciting adventure. As for the people I have had to let go of...They were just making room for new relationships with amazing people whom I can exchange valuable experiences with :) These are just life happenings that every young adult goes through during their metamorphosis. I am thankful for each and every experience, becasue it hones me, and makes me into a  sharper, more focused individual. I am striving to be the best I can be.

How do you feel about this? Are there similar experiences would you like to share?

What a Winter!

So I find myself in Beautiful Bohemia once again...This is after a whirlwind trip back to Canada, where I FINALLY got to see my man, have ridiculously awesome sex and even better cuddle times. Other then the multiple orgasms however, my trip back was a complete disaster. I got  effed around completely. This could have been due to the partial  lack of planning put into the trip, buttt I think most of it had to do with the universe saying HERES WHAT YOU CHOSE BEFORE YOU RETARD..YOU STILL WANT IT? NO DIDN'T THINK SO!!... I am saying this is in relation to having needy people sucking the life out of me like hungry little leeches in a lake. Now, I won't name names or point fingers, but I had two people in particular whom I used to consider very close, show themselves to me again. Turns out they weren't so much friends as greedy life sucking vampires, with little to no empathy for my siutaiton. They were demanding of my time, energy, money and resources- and just simpley,simply selfish. I also found that serving jobs, no matter how you cut it, all turn into a big vampire party train headed towards hell.At first  I had the age-ol' plan of "oh! Well, I'll just get a job serving until I find an agent, and start going to auditions... and everything with be rays of sunny-sunshine!"..The reality was something more like OMFG, I'VE GOT TO WORK A 70 HOUR WEEK SHUCKING OVERPRICED PLATES TO HUNGRY LEVIATHANS, DEAL WITH THE OTHER CATTY WAITRESS BITCHES,SOMEHOW AVOID GETTING FUCKED UP THE ASS BY MY BOSS AND  GO HOME SMELLING LIKE A GREASY PIZZA....all in the dead of a Canadian winter... Yeah, good luck making it to that agent.
So, after about a month of this, I got an offer to come back to Prague and work for my previous boss... I jumped on that sheeeat like a kitten on a loose sweater string...Now I am back, and writing scripts for a ghost tour company.

On the bright side, I am now relaxing in Nancy Bishop's apartment (so generous of you Nancy to let me stay here for a while), reading some sides for an audition with a mini series, and on my way to Amsterdam Next week... so, I actually have it pretty good :)

Though, I have a sneaking suspicion there's a few more lessons to learn before the universe decides to give me a break...